I used to think i loved him

To my dear husband: we had some troubles months ago soon it will be years ago, but this is an apology and my statement of love for you and you alone. I hope you like it!

i used to think I loved him
but not any more
i know he lied
and my heart he tore.

my tears and my time
was all a waste
on a BOY who showed
my bad years of taste.

i was wrong to believe
that he held my soul
but it doesnt matter
i have only one goal.

deep in my womb
preciousness i hold
my daughter or son
worth more than gold.

father of my child
you are my true love
my soulmate and life
pure like a dove.

our love is so deep
i know it is true
theres nothing worth more
to me than you.

what i thought of before
was not truly love
i was seeing a picture
that i couldnt see above.

now i see past
what i hoped he would be
and see he was missing
everything for me.

you have it all
the love in your eyes
the truth that is real
it needs no disguise.

i'm sorry i wasted
so many tears
on someone not worth them
for that one year.

you are my only
my true one, my love,
no one can move me
i'm flying above.

in happiness you find me
cause you put me there
and for you my darling
this happiness i'll share.

forever and always
that is my vow
forever your lover
always from now.

you know that i love you
and only you dear
and everytime i say it
i want you more near.

i love you i love you
they're two simple words
but meaning is greater
than what people heard.

YOU only you
are my true life devotion
and our love will always
keep that in motion.